DEC. 7, ’17 I’M ON MY SOAP BOX!!!!

 

DEC. 7, ’17 I’M ON MY SOAP BOX!!!!

TODAY—- I AM GETTING ON MY SOAP BOX—–

I HEAR IN E-MAILS FROM SO MANY OF MY MCS SISTERS WHO HAVE KNOWN ME FOR YEARS NOW— WHY DON’T YOU EVER GET ON YOUR SOAP BOX ANY MORE?????  WE MISS YOU GETTING ON YOUR SOAP BOX—- ETC– ETC– ETC.

SO WITH MY BAD KNEE– AND BAD EYESIGHT– I’M UP HERE NOW—- IF I GET TO RANTING &  GET TOO CLOSE TO THE EDGE– SOMEONE SAY SOMETHING SO I DON’T FALL OFF OF HERE———

I’M GOING TO START MY RANT WITH– I HAVE HEARD FROM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MANY MCS SISTERS  THROUGH E-MAILS–WHO HATE THE HOLIDAYS— WHY BECAUSE OUR MCS DOESN’T ALLOW US TO ANY LONGER TO CELEBRATE IN WAYS WE DID BEFORE—

WE CAN’T HAVE PEOPLE OR FAMILY IN OUR MCS SAFE HOME & US BE SAFE ANY MORE– AND OUR HOMES CONTAMINATED WITH POISON —–

WE CAN’T GO TO OTHER PEOPLE’S HOMES BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT SAFE FOR US– WE CAN’T GO TO PARTIES– WE CAN’T GO TO CHURCH PARTIES OR SERVICES — AS EVERYONE HAS ON PERFUME & TOXIC SCENTED PRODUCTS– ETC– ETC

SO WELL FEEL ISOLATED— THINGS ARE  NOT AS THEY USE TO BE —

SOME OF MY MCS SISTERS BECOME VERY VERY VERY DEPRESSED— AND I DON’T KNOW HOW MANY HOURS I HAVE SPENT ON MY COMPUTER TELLING DIFFERENT MCS SISTERS– TO NOT END THEIR LIVES!!!

I HAVE AN MCS SISTER I CALL CHUBBY’S MOM– AS SHE HAS A BULLDOG NAMED CHUBBY—

CHUBBY’S MOM & I E-MAIL EACH OTHER ABOUT EVEY DAY– CHUBBY’S MOM HAS MCS & IS TOTALLY HOME BOUND & IS BED FAST ALSO!!!

SHE IS ONE OF THE MOST POSITIVE MCS SISTERS I HAVE– I E-MAILED HER & SAID– I HAVE RECEIVED HUNDREDS OF E-MAILS FROM MCS SISTERS WHO ARE DREADING THE HOLIDAYS– AND ARE DEPRESSED– ETC- ETC -ETC– AND I WANT TO DO A BLOG– AND SAY SOMETHING THAT MIGHT HELP THEM TO FEEL BETTER & MAYBE SOME SUGGESTIONS—-

CHUBBY’S MOM– SAID– JUST TELL IT LIKE IT IS– LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO– JUST LIKE WE WERE SITTING IN THE LIVING ROOM WITH YOU— AND ALSO DON’T FORGET TO MAKE THEM LAUGH & ALSO DON’T FORGET TO DANCE——- AND TELL THEM THE WORLD ISN’T PERFECT–  JUST MAKE THE BEST OF WHAT YOU HAVE TO WORK WITH!!!

I LOVE CHUBBY’S MOM & THANK YOU TO CHUBBY’S MOM– FOR YOUR SUPPORT & LOVE & CARING ALL THESE YEARS!!

I THINK ONE OF THE HARDEST THINGS OVER ALL THE YEARS I HAVE HAD MCS– IS FAMILY & FRIENDS WHO DON’T HAVE A CLUE ABOUT MCS– THAT MOCK ME!! AND I HEAR THE SAME FROM SO MANY OF MY MCS SISTERS—–—-

I REPEAT————–

IF PEOPLE DON’T WANT TO GO WITH OUT THE TOXIC CHEMICALS
SO YOU CAN HAVE THEM IN YOUR MCS SAFE HOME– OR YOU CAN’T GO TO THEIR HOME–  AND IF THEY CONTINUE TO TREAT YOU BADLY———

SO WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO HELP SOMEONE ELSE THIS HOLIDAY SEASON????????

I HEAR ALL THE TIME–  WELL I CAN’T DO ANYTHING– AS I AM HOME BOUND IN MY MCS SAFE HOME–

DO YOU HAVE A PHONE??????   CALL SOMEONE WHO COULD USE A PHONE CALL!!!

DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER??   E-MAIL SOMEONE— EVEN JUST A NOTE –SO THEY KNOW SOMEONE IS THINKING ABOUT THEM!!!

DO YOU HAVE A STAMP??????  SEND SOMEONE A NOTE——–

LEAVE A NOTE FOR YOUR MAIL MAN– THE PERSON WHO DELIVERS YOUR GROCERIES — ETC– ETC–

WE ALL ARE———— YOU ARE NOT ALONE————-

I CAN HONESTLY SAY– I CAN NOT REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I FELT EVEN 1/2 WAY WELL!!!!!!
WHAT IS THAT BEING WELL???

I HEAR FROM MCS SISTERS SAYING I AM HAVING PANIC ATTACKS-  HAVE YOU EVER HAD PANIC ATTACKS??????????

MY ANSWER IS — OH HELL YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
TO THE POINT I REALLY DID NOT THINK I WOULD LIVE & HAD THEM FOR WEEKS & MONTHS– COULD NOT KEEP FOOD INSIDE MY BODY– AND TO THE POINT MY BODY WAS FEEDING ON IT’S SELF——
YES– I KNOW WHAT PANIC ATTACKS ARE———-

https://sondasmcschatter.wordpress.com/2012/09/23/my-blackest-hole-with-mcs/

I WAS NOT EVEN ABLE TO TALK– OR FORM SENTENCES— I WAS FINALLY ABLE TO WRITE IN A NOTE BOOK— SO FOR MONTHS I SAT IN A ROCKING CHAIR & WROTE NOTES ABOUT WHAT I WAS FEELING– & WHAT WAS GOING ON AROUND ME– AS I COULD NOT EAT– OR TALK——- YES– I KNOW PANIC  ATTACKS  AND HOW TOXIC CHEMICALS CAN EFFECT YOUR NERVOUS SYSTEM!!!!!! I KNOW VERY WELL!!!! WRITING IN THAT NOTE BOOK– KEPT ME SANE— THE ROCKING MOTION HELPED MY NERVES!!

PRAYERS SAVED MY LIFE!!!!!

I KNOW ALL TOOOOOOOOOO WELL WHEN MY MCS SISTERS SAY— PEOPLE DON’T UNDERSTAND– MY FAMILY DOESN’T UNDERSTAND——

I CARE—- I GET IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BELIEVE ME I GET IT!!!!!!!

IN SOME CASES IT ISN’T ONLY THE TOXIC  CHEMICALS—

IF PEOPLE— FRIENDS– OR FAMILY DON’T WANT TO STOP USING PERFUME & TOXIC CHEMICALS SO YOU CAN JOIN THEM———- THINK — ARE YOU DESTROYING YOUR HEALTH– WHEN THEY DON’T CARE????????????

I HAVE ENOUGH PEOPLE IN MY LIFE– WHO DO CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OUR LIVES ARE NOT THE SAME AS BEFORE MCS— AND IT IS UP TO YOU– IF YOU WANT TO DO THE BEST WITH WHAT HAND YOU HAVE BEEN DEALT— OR NOT!!!!!!!!!

 

OK— I’M NOT GOING TO DANCE ON THIS SOAP BOX——— SOME ONE GIVE ME A HAND DOWN——- AND LETS DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!

HIT IT————

 

LATER  GATORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!