Day 356 In the Pursuit of Love (Follow the Path You’re Gifted)

YES– YOU ARE LOVED COLLEEN & BY SO MANY PEOPLE!!!!!!!!! WHEN I GOT THE NEWS ABOUT KATHRYN BEING GONE— I DID THAT UGLY—- LOUD — SHAKING– CAN’T BREATH– TEARS ROLLING — NEIGHBORHOOD AWAKING CRY!!! (NOT MUCH ABOUT ME HAS EVER BEEN LADY LIKE) !! 🙂 AND YES IT WAS A SELFISH CRY ALL FOR ME– TO HELP RELEASE THE PAIN– FULL WELL KNOWING KATHRYN WAS NO LONGER IN PAIN– NO MORE MCS — NO MORE HEALTH PROBLEMS AT ALL OF ANY KIND!! SHE IS DANCING IN HEAVEN & GOING TO SPEND JESUS BIRTHDAY WITH HIM IN HEAVEN!!! AND AS I STILL HAVE THE TEARS ROLL WHEN I THINK ABOUT KATHRYN IS GONE & I’M SELFISH– BECAUSE I MISS HER– I ALSO SEND UP PRAYERS FOR KATHRYN’S FAMILY –HER HUSBAND & DAUGHTERS & MOTHER & GRAND BABIES!!! YESTERDAY WHEN I ALLOWED MYSELF– TO CRY SOME MORE– & GREAVE FOR THE LOSS OF KATHRYN–I LATER WAS GOING THROUGH THOSE TONS OF OLD E-MAILS–I HAD NOT ANSWERED IN THE LAST COUPLE OF WEEKS– & THERE WAS AN E-MAIL CHRISTMAS CARD FROM KATHRYN!!!

Life in the City with a Future

granbytrailI did something this week that I normally don’t do — I wrote a bunch of blog posts ahead of time. Today, I should have just clicked publish and been done with my blogging for the day. A different path presented itself. I am slowly learning that it is ultimately more peaceful to follow the path that I am given rather than the one I had planned

bltrailIf I had started with posting first, you’d be reading a very different post. Instead, I checked my emails first — this led me to my buddy Joe’s site to read his post on buying one less present this year. His idea to give that money to someone who has needs rather than wants. Mostly importantly to give of yourself to the ones you love.

wildflowersgranbytrailIn my heart last night somehow I knew but I would not accept the fact that my MCS…

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About sondasmcschatter

I was encouraged to start a blog as I suffer from MCS /multi chemical sensitivities & other health problems & I have helped several hundred others who suffer from MCS set up "Safe Homes" & given them encouragement & HOPE & share information & lots of laughs along the way also. When you choose to use fragrances, chemicals, or pesticides, You are not simply making a choice for yourself, You are making a choice for everyone around you!!!! What makes me an expert on MCS-- not a darn thing-- BUT have lived with it for years-& years- & have learned lots the HARD WAY-- by experience!! And want to give others help & HOPE & encouragement -- as I know there are not many who understand what it is to live with this illness- & ALL THAT GOES WITH IT!!! Internet has been my way of communication with many who we are confined to their "safe homes" all over the USA & other countries!! I have communicated with many HUNDRED by e-mail-- phone & letters & internet forums-- I hope this blog will help in a better way to share laughter-- hope & information!!! As for many are not any longer able to even leave their homes-- & communication is sooo important & sharing & encouragement & GIVING HOPE!!!
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