YES– YOU ARE LOVED COLLEEN & BY SO MANY PEOPLE!!!!!!!!! WHEN I GOT THE NEWS ABOUT KATHRYN BEING GONE— I DID THAT UGLY—- LOUD — SHAKING– CAN’T BREATH– TEARS ROLLING — NEIGHBORHOOD AWAKING CRY!!! (NOT MUCH ABOUT ME HAS EVER BEEN LADY LIKE) !! 🙂 AND YES IT WAS A SELFISH CRY ALL FOR ME– TO HELP RELEASE THE PAIN– FULL WELL KNOWING KATHRYN WAS NO LONGER IN PAIN– NO MORE MCS — NO MORE HEALTH PROBLEMS AT ALL OF ANY KIND!! SHE IS DANCING IN HEAVEN & GOING TO SPEND JESUS BIRTHDAY WITH HIM IN HEAVEN!!! AND AS I STILL HAVE THE TEARS ROLL WHEN I THINK ABOUT KATHRYN IS GONE & I’M SELFISH– BECAUSE I MISS HER– I ALSO SEND UP PRAYERS FOR KATHRYN’S FAMILY –HER HUSBAND & DAUGHTERS & MOTHER & GRAND BABIES!!! YESTERDAY WHEN I ALLOWED MYSELF– TO CRY SOME MORE– & GREAVE FOR THE LOSS OF KATHRYN–I LATER WAS GOING THROUGH THOSE TONS OF OLD E-MAILS–I HAD NOT ANSWERED IN THE LAST COUPLE OF WEEKS– & THERE WAS AN E-MAIL CHRISTMAS CARD FROM KATHRYN!!!
I did something this week that I normally don’t do — I wrote a bunch of blog posts ahead of time. Today, I should have just clicked publish and been done with my blogging for the day. A different path presented itself. I am slowly learning that it is ultimately more peaceful to follow the path that I am given rather than the one I had planned
If I had started with posting first, you’d be reading a very different post. Instead, I checked my emails first — this led me to my buddy Joe’s site to read his post on buying one less present this year. His idea to give that money to someone who has needs rather than wants. Mostly importantly to give of yourself to the ones you love.
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