COLLEEN’S QUOTE:”When I started blogging a year ago, I felt like I was sitting alone in a life raft in the middle of an unknown river without paddles or a rudder. During the last year I’ve survived the rapids — and found that a few crazy — loving — people jumped in the raft with me.”
HECK YES— I’M ONE OF THE CRAZY ONES WITH YA IN THAT RAFT WITH YA HONEY!!!! 🙂
WHEN YOU SPOKE ABOUT “ANGER”— THIS MORNING MY ORAL SURGEON– CAME IN THE ROOM & SAID —I UNDERSTAND YOU HAVE ALLERGIES—i FELT “ANGRY” & I JUMPED UP ON MY SOAP BOX– SO FAST — I PROBABLY SCARED THE POOR GUY– & I SAID— NO SIR– I HAVE MCS— MULTI CHEMICALS SENSITIVITIES — WHICH IS NOT ALLERGIES– I HAVE MCS– BECAUSE THE WHOLE FRECKING WORLD THINKS THEY CAN’T LIVE WITH OUT USING TOXIC KILLING CHEMICALS & IF EVERYONE STOPPED USING THE TOXIC KILLING CHEMICALS– I WOULD NOT HAVE THE HEALTH PROBLEMS I DO– & I COULD EVEN LEAVE ME MCS SAFE HOME & NOT BE AFRAID EACH TIME I WALKED OUT THE DOOR!!!
WELL WHEN DOC WAS ALL THROUGH DIGGING OUT MY TOOTH THIS MORNING– HE SAID– I LEARNED A LOT FROM YOU THIS MORNING ABOUT MCS!!!!!!! (BUT YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN THE LOOK ON HIS FACE– WHEN HE WALKED INTO THE ROOM & SAID– HOW ARE YOU TODAY??? AND I SAID –AS NERVOUS AS WHORE IN CHURCH & TOLD HIM –I WAS GOING TO SAY AS NERVOUS AS A CAT IN A ROOM FULL OF ROCKING CHAIRS– BUT I WAS A WHOLE LOT MORE NERVOUS THEN THAT!!! 🙂 )
Last year, I had decided to give myself a year to see what happens. I had mostly forgotten about that decision until this week when the year was up. My first response was that nothing has changed. I still have MCS — still eat meat — still don’t know if I should sell my house and move … But these are all external things. Indeed, I have changed a lot — and most of it seemed to occur this week. I know it didn’t really ALL happen this week. But it is like seeing your own child every day and they don’t seem to have grown much and then you see a niece/nephew that you haven’t seen in a year — and wow — how did they get so tall.
My biggest success is accepting that things happen when they are supposed — at the rate they are supposed —…
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