WHERE THE HECK HAVE I BEEN????????? LOOK OUT I’M ABOUT TO STEP UP ON MY SOAP BOX!!

WHERE THE HECK HAVE I BEEN?????????     🙂

THAT IS WHAT MANY OF MY MCS SISTERS ARE ASKING BY E-MAILS???????? I HAVE BEEN REBLOGGING OTHER’S POSTS– NO CHIT –CHAT & CHATTER FROM ME!!!!!

LOOK OUT I’M ABOUT TO STEP UP ON MY SOAP BOX!!— HERE IT COMES– I CAN’T CONTROL IT—-   😉    

WELL I HAVE BEEN DOWN — AGAIN WITH MY MCS— NOT DOWN & OUT  & NOT IN THE DEEP DARK HOLE OF MCS— JUST DOWN A LOT!!!!!   I HAVE BEEN SLEEPING A LOT– TO REBUILD MY BODY  & ETC –ETC!!!

HAVING TROUBLE TALKING AGAIN– HAVING TROUBLE MAKING WORDS INTO A SENTENCE!!! LIGHTS ARE TOOOO BRIGHT– SOUNDS ARE TOOOOO LOUD—- HEADACHE– THAT GOES INTO— A MY HAIR HURT HEADACHE!!! HURST TO HAVE ANYTHING TOUGH ME— ETC ETC ETC— HURT ALL OVER– ETC ETC–

THIS PAST TWO WEEKS– I HAVE HAD LIKE WATER BLISTERS BREAK OUT ALL OVER MY BODY & I KNOW IT IS TOXIC CHEMICALS WORKING OUT OF MY BODY– THE BLISTERS ARE ALL OVER MY BODY EVEN ON MY HEAD & SCALP & I HAVE A MILLION RED DOTS THE SIZE OF A PIN HEAD & LARGER– MORE TOXIC CHEMICALS COMING OUT THROUGH MY SKIN!! WHEN I FIRST STARTED GETTING THE WATER BLISTERS– I THOUGHT MAYBE IT WAS BUG BITES FROM WORKING OUTSIDE–& THEN I REALIZED NO– IT WAS TOXIC CHEMICALS WORKING OUT OF MY BODY AGAIN!! BEEN THERE DONE THAT & BOUGHT THE T-SHIRT BEFORE——–   🙂   NOT MY FIRST RODEO!!!!!!!!!!!!     🙂

WHY??????— WELL I HAVE BEEN EATING LOTS OF GOOD –NON- TOXIC CHEMICAL FREE FOOD FROM OUR GARDEN– ETC-ETC– & I THINK MY LIVER & BODY IS IN A SLOW DETOXING MODE!!!  AND I KNOW FROM YEARS & YEARS & YEARS OF EXPERIENCE WITH MCS– & HOW MY BODY REACTS–

I KNOW — VERY VERY VERY WELL I HAVE TO BE VERY CAREFUL ABOUT ANY FORM OF DETOX OF MY BODY!!!!!!! AND IT HAS TO BE MILD & SLOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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EVERY DOCTOR I HAVE EVER GONE TO EVER—- THE FIRST THING THEY START TALKING ABOUT TO ME IS A STRONG DETOX OF MY BODY—- & THESE PEOPLE DON’T KNOW ME—OR  KNOW WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH– HOW I FIGHT TO STAY ABOVE WATER EVERY DAY– WITH OUT DROWNING WITH MY MCS– & HOW DIFFICULT EVERY DAY LIFE IS– TO LIVE– LET ALONE DO A STRONG DETOX—- AS A STRONG DETOX WOULD FLAT ASS KILL ME & I KNOW IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO I HAVE LEARNED TO LISTEN— BUT MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS!!!!! BUT THERE HAVE BEEN TIMES– MY MCS WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO BAD— & BRAIN FOG– & MAKING CHANGES IN MY SYSTEM– I WAS NOT ABLE TO KNOW I SHOULD NOT BE DOING AS THEY SAID— & ALMOST KILLED MYSELF FOLLOWING EXPERT MEDICAL ADVICE!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOW GARY HAS BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH WITH ME– TO SAY—- NO– THAT IS TOOOO MUCH FOR HER– TOO MANY CHANGES– HER SYSTEM CAN’T HANDLE THAT!!!!!

I HAVE GONE TO A NATURAL DOCTOR & THEY SAY– YOU NEED TO START OUT WITH 4 OF THESES– & 6 OF THESES– ETC– ETC—- NOT ONLY— NO—- BUT HELL NO—- MAYBE ONE –NEW THING– & ONE AT A TIME & LISTEN TO MY BODY!!! SLOW & EASY— & LISTEN—

I DON’T GO TO A REGULAR MD ANY MORE AT ALL–EVER– I HAVE GONE THROUGH TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH WITH THEM & ONLY WANTING TO GIVE ME TOXIC CHEMICAL DRUGS TO HELP  ME — & MY PROBLEM IS I HAVE BEEN POISONED WITH TOXIC CHEMICALS & THE ANSWER IS NOT MORE TOXIC CHEMICAL DRUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!  AND THOSE DOCTORS   WEARING TOXIC SCENTS– &  USING TOXIC CHEMICALS & WANTING TO ONLY HELP ME WITH MORE TOXIC DRUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY DON’T GET IT– & DON’T HELP ME!!!!!!!

WHAT IF I BREAK A LEG OR SOMETHING— THEN GARY KNOWS TO TAKE ME TO A GOOD VET— OR JUST SHOOT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   😉

AND I HAVE BEEN SICK ENOUGH MANY MANY MANY MANY TIMES WITH MCS– IN A DEEP DARK HOLE– THAT MY WHOLE SYSTEM WAS EFFECTED & ALSO MY NERVOUS SYSTEM WAS EFFECTED– I WANTED SOMEONE TO SHOOT ME!!!!!!!!!

WHAT IS THE ANSWER— WELL IT WOULD BE IF PEOPLE COULD WAKE UP TO THE TOXIC CHEMICALS THEY USE EACH DAY–  THAT IS EFFECTING ALL OF US IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER!!!!!! THE TOXIC CHEMICALS  EFFECT THE AIR WE BREATHE– THE FOOD WE EAT– THE WATER WE DRINK– ALL LIFE– & WILD LIFE– AND MOST OF THE TIME— I TRULY WONDER HOW STUPID PEOPLE CAN CONTINUE TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I SEE COMMERCIALS ON TV— FOR TIDE– & BOUNCE– & PINESOL–FABRIC SOFTENERS SHEETS–ALL THIS SCENTED CRAP  & ALL THE OTHER TOXIC KILLING CRAP— & PEOPLE CAN’T SEE WHAT THEY ARE DOING TO THEM SELVES– & EVERYTHING AROUND THEM??????????????????????????????????

CAN PEOPLE NOT SEE THAT THE CRAP THEY EAT– & THE CRAP THEY USE IS TOXIC– & CAN’T THEY SEE IT IS MAKING THEM ILL & MAKING ALL OF US ILL?????????????????????????????????  DO PEOPLE NOT HAVE BRAINS???????????? ARE THEY NOT ABLE TO THINK FOR THEM SELVES??????????????????

CAN THEY NOT SEE ALL THE DRUGS THEY TAKE– HAVE TONS OF SIDE EFFECTS??????????? CAN THEY NOT SEE— IF THEY CHANGED THE WAY THEY ATE– WHAT THEY USED– HOW THEY LIVED– THEIR OWN HEALTH & EVERYONE AROUND THEM WOULD BE IN BETTER HEALTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND IF ONE MORE  SICK  PERSON WHO STINKS OF PERFUME– LAUNDRY SOAP & FABRIC SOFTENER SHEETS– & HAND LOTION & HAIR SPRAY– BODY LOTION — ETC -ETC- ETC- ETC- ETC- ETC- ETC — AND IS  OVER WEIGHT WITH A DIET COKE IN THEIR HAND– SAYS TO ME—- DO YOU WANT ME TO PRAY OVER YOU– FOR GOD TO HEAL YOU?????????????????????????

  SO HELP ME—- ALL OF THE THINGS I HAVE BEEN HOLDING BACK– ARE GOING TO COME OUT— & I AM GOING TO SAY— WOULD YOU LIKE FOR ME TO PRAY OVER YOU—————- FOR GOD TO OPEN YOUR EYES-TO REMOVE THE SCALES FROM YOUR EYES— AS TO ALL THE TOXIC KILLING CRAP YOU USE IS WHY I AM SICK–AS YOU ARE POISONING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU ARE POISONING ME– & YOURSELF– & EVERYONE & EVERY LIVING THING AROUND YOU— YOU ARE POISONING OUR AIR SUPPLY– OUR WATER SUPPLY– OUR EARTH– IT IS YOU—– & YOUR TOXIC CHEMICAL USE–  THAT  YOU USE EVERY DAY & THINK NOTHING ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT IS YOUR TOXIC LAUNDRY SOAP- & – FABRIC SOFTENERS SHEETS– IT IS YOUR CLEANING SUPPLIES– IT IS THE ROUNDUP –YOU USE— IT IS BECAUSE OF YOU  THAT I HAVE HUNDREDS OF MCS SISTERS WHO ALSO HAVE TO LIVE IN MCS SAFE HOMES & HAVE TO PLAN EVERY TRIP OUT OF THEIR HOME– IF THEY CAN LEAVE THEIR HOME AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When you choose to use fragrances, chemicals, or pesticides, You are not simply making a choice for yourself, You are making a choice for everyone around you!!!!

TODAY I AM SICK & TIRED OF OTHER PEOPLE USING TOXIC CHEMICALS– THAT I CAN’T ESCAPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I AM SICK & TIRED OF ALWAYS BEING SICK & TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK— I’M OFF MY SOAP BOX—– NOW– AREN’T YA GLAD YA ASKED ME WHAT I HAVE BEEN UP TO????????????????????   🙂

LATER GATORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

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About sondasmcschatter

I was encouraged to start a blog as I suffer from MCS /multi chemical sensitivities & other health problems & I have helped several hundred others who suffer from MCS set up "Safe Homes" & given them encouragement & HOPE & share information & lots of laughs along the way also. When you choose to use fragrances, chemicals, or pesticides, You are not simply making a choice for yourself, You are making a choice for everyone around you!!!! What makes me an expert on MCS-- not a darn thing-- BUT have lived with it for years-& years- & have learned lots the HARD WAY-- by experience!! And want to give others help & HOPE & encouragement -- as I know there are not many who understand what it is to live with this illness- & ALL THAT GOES WITH IT!!! Internet has been my way of communication with many who we are confined to their "safe homes" all over the USA & other countries!! I have communicated with many HUNDRED by e-mail-- phone & letters & internet forums-- I hope this blog will help in a better way to share laughter-- hope & information!!! As for many are not any longer able to even leave their homes-- & communication is sooo important & sharing & encouragement & GIVING HOPE!!!
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14 Responses to WHERE THE HECK HAVE I BEEN????????? LOOK OUT I’M ABOUT TO STEP UP ON MY SOAP BOX!!

  1. Sonda, feel better soon!

  2. Sarah says:

    HEY SONDA, SORRY TO HEAR YOU’RE GOING THROUGH IT. KEEP ON THAT BRONCO. DON’T LET IT TOSS YOU IN THE DIRT. I’M THE ONE BEHIND THE NICE TALL FENCE CHEERING YOU ON. 😀
    IT’S GREAT TO SEE YOU ON YOUR SOAPBOX AGAIN. LOVE YOU.

  3. Stephanie says:

    I noticed that the soap box was not occupied 🙂
    Hope you get feeling better soon – you don’t want moss to grow on your soapbox.

  4. Colleen says:

    GLAD YOU’RE BACK ON THAT UNSCENTED SOAP BOX. FEEL BETTER SOON. 😀

  5. I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER SOON SONDA. I CAN SEE WHY YOU DON’T WANT TO HAVE THE BIG DETOX – I HAD ONE FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS WHEN I STOPPED SUGAR AND CARBS – NOT NICE AT ALL. HUGS AND HEALING THOUGHTS TO YOU.

    • THANKS– IF I HAD THE BIG DETOX– THERE WOULD BE NO MORE ME!!!!!!!!!!! JUST THAT PLAIN & SIMPLE!!!! I ALSO HAVE STOPPED SUGAR– MEAT– GLUTEN– ETC ETC– OVER THE YEARS– & I DETOX EVERY SINGLE DAY—IN SMALL WAYS– BUT IT I DID A BIG MASSIVE DETOX– IT WOULD BE THE END OF ME!!! HAD TOO MANY EXPERIENCES — THAT IT IS NOTHING BUT A MIRACLE OF GOD THAT I AM STILL ALIVE & HERE TODAY!!!!!!!! I HAVE BEEN SENT HOME MORE THEN ONCE TO DIE– & I’M STILL HERE!!!!!!!!!!!

  6. I’m so sorry you haven’t been feeling well Sonda. 😦 That’s miserable!!

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