JAN. 16, ’14 OH– LETS TALK A WHILE—

JAN. 16, ’14 OH– LETS TALK A WHILE—

AFTER BEING SOOOO SICK FOR SO LONG— I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO CATCH UP ON E-MAILS FROM MY MANY MCS SISTERS—- & I WANT TO THANK EACH OF YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT & PRAYERS & LOVE & CARING — & JOKES & LAUGHTER & SHARING– & ALL THAT YOU DO — I APPRECIATE EACH OF YOU!!!! AND PROBABLY DON’T SAY IT OFTEN ENOUGH!!!!!!

AND I AM THANKFUL FOR EACH OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!   I HAVE FRIENDS WHO ALSO READ MY BLOG– WHO DON’T HAVE MCS– & I DON’T OFTEN SAY THANK YOU– TO YOU — FOR READING MY BLOG– ALSO!!!! THANK YOU!!!! I APPRECIATE YOU!!!

WOW— THE FULL MOON SEEMS TO HAVE EFFECTED MANY OF US—- THE E-MAILS I RECEIVED LAST NIGHT & THIS MORNING— I HAD SOOOOOOO MANY MCS SISTERS WHO HAD MELT DOWNS– & HAD A BAD NIGHT—–REALLY BAD NIGHT!!

I HAD MY OWN MELT DOWN LAST NIGHT– MY MCS HOME– WAS NOT SAFE FOR ME LAST NIGHT– FOR SEVERAL HOURS– & WHERE DO YOU GO & WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN THE ONLY SAFE PLACE YOU HAVE ON EARTH IS NO LONGER SAFE!!!!!!!!!!!

PEOPLE WITHOUT MCS DON’T UNDERSTAND THAT— THEY CAN BREATHE ANY PLACE– THE CAN GO ANY PLACE & DO WHAT EVER THEY WANT TO DO –WHEN EVER THEY WANT TO—- BUT US WITH MCS— IF WE DON’T HAVE A SAFE PLACE— WE HAVE NO PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!!  SO IF OUR MCS SAFE HOME IS NOT SAFE– WE HAVE NO PLACE ELSE THAT IS SAFE!!!!!!!!!!!

I HEARD FROM SEVERAL OF MY MCS SISTERS— WHO HAD THEIR OWN PROBLEMS LAST NIGHT– & DIDN’T FEEL SAFE EITHER——

I OFTEN BELIEVE THE FULL MOON HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH THE EFFECTS ON OUR SYSTEM—- DO YOU????????

WHEN WE OWNED A MOM & POP MOTEL FOR SEVERAL YEARS— OH— MY GOSH I COULD WRITE A BOOK ABOUT THE WEIRD THINGS THAT HAPPENED WHEN THERE WAS A FULL MOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WE CAN ALL SAY THAT—— SO MANY TIMES WHEN WE HAVE MCS—- THINGS— JUST SEEM TO CRUMBLE RIGHT IN FRONT OF US—- AS EVERY DAY WE HAVE TO TRY TO AVOID ALL THE TOXIC PERFUME & TOXIC CHEMICALS THAT OTHERS USE & THINK NOTHING OF IT!!!! THAT CAN DESTROY OUR HEALTH IS SECONDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MANY OF MY MCS SISTERS SAID THIS MORNING THEY DIDN’T GET ANY SLEEP LAST NIGHT—- WELL I HOPE YOU CAN GET A NAP TODAY– & GET SOME REST———— THIS LAST SICK SPELL– I HAD— IT WAS REALLY WEEKS THAT I SAT IN A CHAIR FIGHT FOR EACH BREATH OF AIR– & COULD NOT LAY DOWN & BREATHE —- IT DIDN’T TAKE LONG FOR THAT TO ALSO– EFFECT MY HEALTH– AS YOU CAN’T HEAL WHEN YOU CAN’T SLEEP & GET REST!!!!!!!!!!!!!  IT ALSO EFFECTED MY NERVOUS SYSTEM BIG TIME!!!   I HOPE THOSE WHO DIDN’T SLEEP LAST NIGHT– GET SOME GOOD SLEEP & CAN HEAL!!!!!!!!!!!

OH– AMEN—– OVER THE YEARS I WAS FORCED INTO BEING THE MAIN CAREGIVER TO FAMILY MEMBERS– WHEN MY OWN HEALTH WAS REALLY REALLY BAD—- BUT— NO ONE ELSE SAW I WAS DROWNING—-

SO MANY TIMES THE ONES WHO APPEAR TO BE STRONG—- ARE NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THEN EVERYONE HAS THOSE IN THEIR FAMILY —- WHO SEEM TO ALWAYS STIR THE SHIT POT——– LIKE THEY  FEEL THEY KNOW WHAT YOU ARE LIVING THROUGH– OR WHAT YOU HAVE LIVED THROUGH– OR THINK THEY KNOW WHAT YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH OTHERS IS LIKE OR WAS LIKE!!!!!!!!!!!   AND THE ONES WHO STIR THE SHIT POT— IF THEY REALLY TOOK A GOOD LOOK AT THEIR OWN LIVES— MAYBE— WE WOULD NOT HAVE THE FEELINGS– LIKE WE WOULD LIKE FOR THEM TO LICK THE SPOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  🙂

I HAVE MCS SISTER WHO E-MAIL ME EVERY DAY — WHO SAY MY FAMILY & MY FRIENDS JUST DON’T GET IT— THEY DON’T SEEM TO  EVEN WANT TO UNDERSTAND MY MCS—– WELL ALL I CAN SAY IS:   WELCOME TO THE CLUB–– THAT IS ONE MORE REASON MANY OF US HAVE BLOGS– & HAVE A CLOSE FAMILY OF MCS SISTERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!  THOSE WHO SUFFER — UNDERSTAND— THEY UNDERSTAND THE DAILY FIGHT JUST TO STAY ALIVE— THE DAILY FIGHT TO STAY SAFE– THE DAILY FEELINGS OF SOOOOOOO MANY  THINGS FROM ISOLATION– & NEVER HAVING A “NORMAL LIFE AGAIN”!!!

AND THEN FAMILY MEMBERS WHO STIR THE SHIT POT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  🙂

MAN THIS IS A HARD ONE—- BUT I AM DOING SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH BETTER THEN I USE TO!!!!!!

MAYBE BECAUSE I HAVE SUCH A GOOD NETWORK OF MCS SISTERS WHO UNDERSTAND & SUPPORT ME!!!!!!!!

OH—- SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!    🙂

 

I AM STILL WORKING ON THIS——————–   BUT I DO PRAY TO GOD MORE & LET HIM HAVE THE THINGS I CAN’T CHANGE— EVEN MY HEALTH PROBLEMS!!!!!  🙂

OH– AMEN TO THAT—– I HAVE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MANY MCS SISTERS WHO HAVE THEIR PETS AS FAMILY—-

AND SO DO WE—-

THIS IS OUR MISSY & MANDY—– BOTH SO BEYOND SPECIAL!!!!!!!!!!!

AND YES– I AM THE QUEEN OF OUR CHICKEN YARD————- OUR CHICKENS LOVE ME & I LOVE THEM!!!

THANKS TO ALL MY MCS SISTERS WHO SHARE HOW THEY LIVE WITH THEIR LIFE WITH MCS!!!!!!!!!!!

SO WE MCS SISTER DANCE——————– SO HIT IT———— http://youtu.be/SsSVcRYh8dE

ONE MORE TIME—–  – http://youtu.be/SsSVcRYh8dE

JUST THEW THAT IN THERE— TO SEE IF YOU WERE STILL THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   🙂

I LOVE YA ALL——  KEEP DANCING—– OR THOSE WHO DIDN’T SLEEP LAST NIGHT— GO TAKE A NAP!!!!!!!!

AMEN——– AMEN———– AMEN——————

AMEN—————  HAVE A GREAT ONE——— LATER MY GATORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 PS–I PROMISED MY SELF– SELF THIS YEAR  AS A NEW YEAR RESOLUTION — THAT–I WOULD REREAD MY BLOG POST BEFORE I HIT PUBLISH— OR I WOULD DO SPELL CHECK—– WELL — BROKE THAT RESOLUTION— I’M GOING TO HIT PUBLISH!!!!    🙂   LATER GATORS—-