HOW AM I DOING???

ALL THE E-MAILS I RECEIVE ARE SAYING— HOW ARE YA DOING??????

WELL I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO READ SOME E-MAILS—— I WALKED OUT SIDE THIS MORNING –ALL THE WAY TO THE CHICKEN PEN—EVEN GOT HENNY- PENNY OFF OF HER NEST — AS SHE HAS BEEN  TRYING TO SET FOR WEEKS– & SINCE I HAVE BEEN SICK WE HAVE NOT TRIED TAKING HER OFF THE NEST SEVERAL TIMES A DAY—SO THIS MORNING I GOT HER OFF OF HER NEST– & TOLD HER –IF SHE KEPT TRYING TO SET ALL THE TIME– AND NOT EATING— SHE WAS GOING TO DIE—– ( AND REALIZED I NEEDED TO STOP SITTING ALL THE TIME– & FORCE MY SELF TO EAT SOMETHING) 🙂

SO HENNY PENNY & I ARE BOTH EATING— BUT SHE IS PROBABLY BACK ON HER NEST AGAIN BY NOW!!!! AND IT WON’T BE LONG & I’LL BE BACK IN MY NEST– THE LOVESEAT RECLINER!!

STILL CAN’T LAY DOWN— AS IT FEELS LIKE I AM DROWNING— & I COUGH & COUGH & COUGH—SO STILL SITTING UP & GETTING A FEW HOURS SLEEP AT DIFFERENT TIMES— BUT MOST OF THE NIGHT I AM UP– OR SHOULD SAY SITTING UP– IN OUR DOUBLE LOVE SEAT RECLINER!!!

THE GREATEST GIFT IS GARY HAS BEEN STAYING NEXT TO ME IN THE LOVE SEAT AT NIGHT —– I CAN’T TELL YA WHAT THAT DOES TO HELP ME– IN ALL WAYS— I DO SO NEED HIS SUPPORT!!!!

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THIS IS STILL HOW I FEEL ALL THE TIME— GOLD FISH OUT OF WATER– & CAN’T GET AIR TO BREATHE—I HAVE EVEN STOPPED THE FLOPPING AROUND!!!! JUST COUGH– COUGH– COUGH– & SUCKING FOR AIR—

THANK YOU FOR THE PRAYERS— AND IF YOU ARE PRAYING FOR STRENGTH FOR ME—- PLEASE DON’T——AS YOU GO THROUGH MORE TRAILS TO RECEIVE STRENGTH–– & BELIEVE ME– I CAN’T HANDLE MANY MORE TRAILS — MY BODY IS DOING ALL IT CAN RIGHT NOW— DON’T NEED MORE TRAILS FOR STRENGTH!!!!!!!!!!!

YEARS AGO I SAID TO AN OLD PASTOR FRIEND– I AM GOING THROUGH SOOOOOOO MANY TRAILS– IN MY LIFE– & HE SAID YOU ARE NOT PRAYING FOR STRENGTH ARE YOU— WELL YES I WAS—– & THE PASTOR FRIEND SAID– IF YOU PRAY FOR STRENGTH– YOU WILL RECEIVE TRAILS TO MAKE YOU STRONGER & RECEIVE STRENGTH!!!!!

 SO THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN PRAYING FOR STRENGTH FOR ME— YOU ARE KILLING ME——- PLEASE PRAY FOR HEALING & PEACE & KNOWLEDGE– ETC– THANK YOU!!!!

E-MAILS TO ME ARE  SAYING– ARE YA READY FOR CHRISTMAS????  WELL RIGHT NOW— I AM WORKING AT BREATHING MINUTE BY MINUTE—

I WANT TO CELEBRATE THE BIRTH OF OUR LORD & SAVIOR— BECAUSE WITH OUT HIM– MY LIFE WOULD BE NOTHING & WITH OUT HIM THERE WOULD BE NO HOPE!!!!!!!

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WE HAVE NO PLANS — I CAN’T REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I WAS OUT OF MY MCS SAFE HOUSE— AS I DON’T HAVE ANY GIVE ROOM RIGHT NOW— & MY HEALTH IS IN BAD ENOUGH SHAPE– I SURE DON’T NEED TO BE EXPOSED TO TOXIC CHEMICALS & TOXIC PERFUME– ETC- ETC–

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I WAS THRILLED TODAY WHEN I WENT OUTSIDE– THAT IN MY OWN YARD– I DIDN’T HAVE THE NEIGHBOR’S FABRIC SOFTENER SHEETS– & IT IS WARM THIS MORNING– & NOT EVEN ANY WOOD SMOKE!!! SO AIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM BLESSED TO HAVE ALL OF YOU & YOUR SUPPORT & PRAYERS—

AND I KNOW ONE DAY SOON I AM GOING TO NOT EVEN REMEMBER HOW SICK I AM TODAY!!!!!

SO IF YOU PRAY FOR ME— PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PRAY FOR HEALING— & KNOWLEDGE– & PEACE– NO MORE STRENGTH—- I CAN’T TAKE ANY MORE TRAILS NOW TO GAIN STRENGTH– THANK YOU!!!!   YOU KNOW THEY SAY  TO BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU PRAY FOR!!!

I KNOW CHRISTMAS IS A HARD TIME FOR MANY OF YOU WITH MCS— AS YOU JUST CAN’T CELEBRATE WITH FAMILY & FRIENDS LIKE OTHERS DO—- WELL THIS YEAR— I AM GOING TO BE SOOOOOOOO THANKFUL  IF I CAN BREATHE– WITHOUT FIGHTING TO GET AIR– & JUST BEING ABLE TO BE WITH GARY—

COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS— WE ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS– HAVE SOMETHING TO BE THANKFUL FOR!!!!!!!!!!

LATER GATORS!!!

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About sondasmcschatter

I was encouraged to start a blog as I suffer from MCS /multi chemical sensitivities & other health problems & I have helped several hundred others who suffer from MCS set up "Safe Homes" & given them encouragement & HOPE & share information & lots of laughs along the way also. When you choose to use fragrances, chemicals, or pesticides, You are not simply making a choice for yourself, You are making a choice for everyone around you!!!! What makes me an expert on MCS-- not a darn thing-- BUT have lived with it for years-& years- & have learned lots the HARD WAY-- by experience!! And want to give others help & HOPE & encouragement -- as I know there are not many who understand what it is to live with this illness- & ALL THAT GOES WITH IT!!! Internet has been my way of communication with many who we are confined to their "safe homes" all over the USA & other countries!! I have communicated with many HUNDRED by e-mail-- phone & letters & internet forums-- I hope this blog will help in a better way to share laughter-- hope & information!!! As for many are not any longer able to even leave their homes-- & communication is sooo important & sharing & encouragement & GIVING HOPE!!!
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6 Responses to HOW AM I DOING???

  1. MCS Gal says:

    I am glad you are up and moving but I am sorry you still are feeling so lousy. Get better, that’s an order 🙂
    Now I have heard not to pray for patience or humility because you will get them but I haven’t heard to not pray for strength – I’ll have to remember that 🙂

    • YES— I USE TO PRAY FOR PATIENCE ALSO—- DON’T DO THAT ANY MORE EITHER!!!! 🙂
      I AM WORKING AS HARD AS POSSIBLE AS AN OLD SICK — SICK–SICK–SICK FAT WOMAN– AT GETTING BETTER— GARY SAYS HE CAN SEE A DIFFERENCE- OR IMPROVEMENT & I HOPE SO– AS I HAVE A LONG WAYS TO GO YET!!!! 🙂 THANKS FOR CARING— LOVE YA ALL!!!!

  2. Colleen says:

    I’m definitely doing the healing prayer. 😀

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